new xanga....http://www.xanga.com/faint_of_heartx

i have a headache and it doesnt feel too good.
went to my dads this weekend blah. i ran into a wall with the truck and i didnt want to drive anymore but he said i just ran into a wall so obviously i need more practice so i had to keep going. i wanted to go to the show tho cus nor am i r hott. congratulations sofi!!! the p word is no longer a bad word lol. i cant think of anything else so im going to go sleep. nope actually im going bak to school to steal a locker shelf...bye

hmm good stuff first? ok
well thursday i moved into magnolia hills...beautiful house but i hate the neighborhood. oh well. friday party blah but got to hang with dag and zack. saturday was the show. i had so much fun. amanda is really fun to hang around and im really glad we have become friends. nothing really important has happened since then.
bad stuff. i really hate bad stuff. highschool is overwhelming. i feel helpless towards my friends and i wish i could do something or help them. or find a way to save a friendship. i dont know how. its falling apart and all im doing is getting pissed and hiding my feelings. its not how it used to be. i never got jealous about guys. i guess i just get mad because its become a competition and you arent ever happy for me anymore. blah i shouldnt say it on here. just yea.

i love you and i would cry if you died and i wish i could help you not be depressed anymore and make you happy and just make everyone in the world happy and then make myself happy and then yea im talking shit now.

your a hypocrite

i hate being angry